What’s Happening Here

November 18, 2013

Brio is very sick. She’s only five years old, but she is dying of chronic kidney disease. Some days are better than others, though there are few really good ones any more. When the scales tip a bit more, which will probably be soon, she will be given a humane exit.

Right now she still guards the house, still thinks nothing is as fascinating as new traces of dog pee on the grasses alongside the trail since her last visit to the island across the river (though her journeys there are shorter and shorter), still likes turkey and chicken (but not so much today; no food pleases her today), and she continues to believe that giving her a full body massage is the best possible way for me to spend my time.

She enjoys greeting friends. She sleeps a lot. Really a lot. She forgets to drink water so I give her subcutaneous fluids to flush out her kidneys.

My apologies for letting the blog posts slip. Alice worries all the time about Brio, but she continues to have adventures and I really want to write them. I’ve just been so preoccupied. Thank you for your patience.

Brio shortly after adoption and her move from California to Oregon.

Brio in 2009, shortly after adoption and her move from California to Oregon.

More information on chronic canine renal failure here, if you’re interested.

34 Responses to “What’s Happening Here”

  1. Bonnie Babcock Says:

    Andrea, I’m so sorry. I’ll keep you and Brio in my thoughts. And Alice, too, of course!

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  2. John Says:

    Oh, I am so sorry to hear this! Losing a beloved pet is tough, and, losing two in such a short time must be devastating.

    I wish there were something I could say, or some magical little spell that I could send you that would help you find strength, and help ease the loss … but, alas, there is no such magic.

    You and Brio are in our thoughts…

    Big hugs, and much love from us here in CO…..

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  3. Nicki Eybel Says:

    Thank you so much for taking such good care of Brio, dog. He is truly a lucky one to have you in his life.

    Do take good care of yourself!

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  4. So sad to hear your animal family member is so sick. It is so hard to lose them. She knows she is loved and that is good.

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  5. Bonnie Belatti Says:

    Hugs to you – your Mom and Brio!!! LIFE

    Loving you, Bon

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  6. Bill Sharp Says:

    Thinking of you both over there.

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  7. Alix Land Says:

    Oh, so so so sad for you and for Brio. I know she has been a good and loyal companion for you, and for Alice too. I think she’s right — there is no better way for you to spend your time than giving her a full body massage. It’s probably good for both of you! My heart is with you.

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  8. Cath Says:

    Oh Andrea, I am so very sorry about how sick your Brio is… You are in my thoughts my friend.
    Cath

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  9. churchsusan Says:

    Andrea, I always mean to write and tell you how much I enjoy your blogs.  This one about your dog tugs at my heart.  Be brave.  We are thinking strong thoughts.  love, susan church

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  10. Elizabeth Says:

    I’m sorry and saddened to hear this. I’m sending hugs and love to all of you –

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  11. Thalia Says:

    You two have been such good pals, these past four years. Great love and grand adventures tie you to one another. We’ll be thinking of you night and day.

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  12. Beth Says:

    So sad that Brio’s good life with you is winding down. This is another one of those times that life is absolutely unfair. Love to you both.

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  13. jeannine nye Says:

    its amazing how much having an animal grabs at your heart… we all understand why you have been absent, and I am sending to you, with all the others, a huge hug and thoughts of positivity to you… its very very very hard to agree when a little dog has to leave… Brio obviously knows how much you love her and doing that body massage must ease her pain a lot…. I do not envy your having to say goodbye, but we are all thinking of you and your wonderful mother , who’s escapades keep us enthralled** hugs from across the pond..

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  14. Kim Patton Says:

    Oh Andrea! This is just too much.
    Bless ALL your hearts. (That is meant in the very best way.)

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  15. Sandra Y. Espinoza Says:

    I’m sorry to hear that Brio is so ill…peace.

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  16. Lisa Oreste Gano Says:

    Oh Andrea … lighting a candle for you and Brio right now. I’m so glad you shared. Angels will surround you on your vigil. Much love, Lisa

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  17. kvwordsmith Says:

    what a sweet dog and please do whatever you can for her while you can – we understand….

    Kerry Vincent kerry.vincent@att.net

    Glass Art: http://kerryellen.wordpress.com Creative Writing: http://kvwordsmith.wordpress.com

    “Make art. Make a difference.”

    ________________________________

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  18. I am so so sorry to hear this.

    warmly, marcy http://livinglydying.com/

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  19. Sondra Says:

    So So sorry to hear about Brio. …Will keep you all close in my heart. Just take care of your boy and yourself…

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  20. Sondra Says:

    Brio is a girl not a boy, I knew that!

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  21. Heide Hendrick Says:

    I am so saddened to hear about your dear Brio. I know she is in the most loving hands and is living out her days in the best possible way.
    Our beloved animals mean so much to us. My heart and prayers go out to you and Brio. Sending lots of love your way. xoxoxoxo

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  22. dehelen Says:

    I’m so sorry to hear about Brio’s disease. I know you are providing her with the best possible end of life care. She’s in loving hands. I send hugs to you, Andrea. Love to you both, and Alice too.

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  23. rivermile14 Says:

    Really sorry to hear this Andrea. You, Brio and Alice are in my thoughts!

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  24. The full body massages made me smile, Andrea, amid the deep sadness. We’re thinking of you and Brio. xoxoJo and Bob

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  25. Sue Rosoff Says:

    I am so so sorry Andrea!!!!

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  26. Darcy Hagin Says:

    Oh Andrea I’m so sad to hear about sweet Brio girl. I think fondly of the woodland walks we had with our pups back in the day. Thinking of you both- xoxoDarcy

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  27. Carol Bergh Says:

    I will add my sincere condolences, Andrea. How sorrowful to lose your faithful companion, extra special as she is in all the effort you put forth to have her. love her and now comfort her.
    Peace and love, also to Alice. Life is fragile.

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  28. Nancy Says:

    This news is so sad, my heart breaks for you. You’re in my thoughts.

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  29. showrobb Says:

    Know that I am sending positive thoughts your way. Anne

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  30. Gin B Ga Says:

    I am sorry to read about Brio. I know it will be hard for both you and Alice. Keeping you in my thoughts. Fondly, Gin

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  31. Julia Says:

    I’m so sorry to hear this.

    Julia

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  32. I’m so very sorry, Andrea. I still miss my dogs. They saved me after my divorce. I’m just now opening my heart to the idea of another dog. I wish as many as possible good times for you and Brio.

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  33. Hi Andrea, have just been reading your latest posts. I didn’t realise poor Brio was so ill. Animals take a piece of one’s heart every time. I do feel for you. We are going to look for another dog after Christmas, a friend for Flossie who definitely misses Keano. She hasn’t made the grade as a watch dog so I am looking for one that will bark! Take care X

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  34. Thank you everyone for all of these kind messages. What a tender-hearted, loving, sensitive and caring group you are. I feel so fortunate to have this connection with you all.

    Ever since Brio died on November 23rd, I haven’t been able to get back to writing. It’s been very cold. My house is a little ice box floating on the river. We all have our winter stories now, including Alice. I hope to post something this week. Thank you again for your compassion.

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